Dear Silent Lover, I know this is the most 'unacceptable' yet 'beautiful feeling' for you as a silent lover of someone. So, in the first case it is 'unacceptable' because obviously, no one would like to be a fan of just any person who is ordinary like them, but very special to that one-sided lover. Of Course, it is hard for that person to swallow the truth, that their love is never going to be reciprocated but still in the second case it is a 'beautiful feeling' also... Isn't it a beautiful feeling that you expect nothing from that person, you're just happy with the minimum like even a story/post update from that special person on social media is enough for you, isn't it awesome that you do not have to put much effort to have their little glimpse, isn't it beautiful that you're happy with their mere presence?! You show your care for them and expect nothing in return. You put effort to make that special person laugh at your jokes. You